<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8" standalone="yes"?><oembed><version><![CDATA[1.0]]></version><provider_name><![CDATA[The Dish]]></provider_name><provider_url><![CDATA[http://dish.andrewsullivan.com]]></provider_url><author_name><![CDATA[Andrew Sullivan]]></author_name><author_url><![CDATA[https://dish.andrewsullivan.com/author/sullydish/]]></author_url><title><![CDATA[Losing Words &#8211; And&nbsp;Life]]></title><type><![CDATA[link]]></type><html><![CDATA[<p><img alt="Decay" class="asset  asset-image at-xid-6a00d83451c45669e2013488d09550970c" src="http://andrewsullivan.readymadeweb.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/6a00d83451c45669e2013488d09550970c-550wi.jpg" style="width: 515px;" title="Decay" /></p> <p>When a writer gets a fatal brain tumor, it&#39;s one thing. When he gets one near the part of his brain that deals with language, his very words die as he does. This is a <a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/2010/nov/07/tom-lubbock-brain-tumour-language" target="_self">gripping tale of decline</a>, and at times reads like the best poetry:</p> <blockquote> <p>My experience of the world is not made less by lack of language but is essentially unchanged.</p> <p>This is curious.</p> <p>&quot;Would  it be imaginable that people should never speak an audible language,  but should still say things to themselves in the imagination?&quot; <em>Ludwig Wittgenstein </em></p> <p>One way, but not the other way, but sometimes in both ways.</p> <p>Pure music I can do, narrative music I can&#39;t.</p> <p>Film, I understand shape and colour but not story.</p> <p>Poetry is still beautiful, taking me with it.</p> <p>Pictures, I understand abstract but not story. But I can actually do much more still with pictures. This is my job.</p> <p>My  language works in ever decreasing circles. The whole of English  richness is lost to me and I move fewer and fewer words around.</p> <p>I cannot count. At all.</p> <p>Marion and her embrace.</p> <p>Ground, river and sea.</p> <p>Eugene – his toys, his farm, his cars, his fishing game.</p> <p>Getting quiet.</p> <p>Names are going.</p> <p>Writing,  there is no voice.</p> </blockquote>]]></html><thumbnail_url><![CDATA[https://sullydish.files.wordpress.com/2010/11/6a00d83451c45669e2013488d09550970c-550wi.jpg?fit=440%2C330]]></thumbnail_url><thumbnail_width><![CDATA[400]]></thumbnail_width><thumbnail_height><![CDATA[300]]></thumbnail_height></oembed>