<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8" standalone="yes"?><oembed><version><![CDATA[1.0]]></version><provider_name><![CDATA[]]></provider_name><provider_url><![CDATA[http://clantilyscad.com]]></provider_url><author_name><![CDATA[scandalousmuffin]]></author_name><author_url><![CDATA[https://clantilyscad.com/author/scandalousmuffin/]]></author_url><title><![CDATA[Dear Depression, Go Fuck&nbsp;Yourself]]></title><type><![CDATA[link]]></type><html><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;m posting today because, dear readers, that time of year has come. It gets dark outside before 7PM, I&#8217;m working full-time on my feet, and quite simply, I&#8217;m tired of blogging. I&#8217;m tired in general.</p>
<p>The part of my brain that does the motivational stuff isn&#8217;t working properly anymore.</p>
<p>This post probably isn&#8217;t an official &#8220;hiatus&#8221; post or anything like that. I just put down the payment to renew my domain name, after all. But until my brain reboots itself, there probably will be a slowing of original content, with an occasional political re-blog until the election. After that, I&#8217;m not sure&#8230;</p>
<p>&#8211;</p>
<p>I&#8217;ve been thinking about Allie Brosh, the author of<a href="http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/"> the web-comic-blog Hyperbole and a Half</a>.</p>
<p>She posted her last comic,<a href="http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2011/10/adventures-in-depression.html">&#8220;Adventures in Depression</a>,&#8221; about a year ago.</p>
<p>October 2011:</p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Hyperbole and a Half Depression 1" src="https://scandalousmuffin.files.wordpress.com/2012/10/sad8alt4.png?w=400&#038;h=300" alt="" width="400" height="300" /></p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Hyperbole and a Half Depression 3" src="https://scandalousmuffin.files.wordpress.com/2012/10/sad8alt7.png?w=400&#038;h=300" alt="" width="400" height="300" /></p>
<blockquote><p>But trying to use willpower to overcome the apathetic sort of sadness that accompanies depression is like a person with no arms trying to punch themselves until their hands grow back.  A fundamental component of the plan is missing and it isn&#8217;t going to work.</p></blockquote>
<p>&#8211;</p>
<p>I don&#8217;t know how she&#8217;s doing, or if she ever got better enough to finish her book. I haven&#8217;t heard much since<a href="http://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/qov3p/does_anybody_know_what_is_happening_with_allie/c3zh6pn"> the thread she responded to on reddit 6 months ago</a>. But I hope she&#8217;s still doing well. And I hope she finishes her book.</p>
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