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<p>^<a href="http://clantilyscad.com/2008/05/13/more-obamania-from-moveonorg/">From a 2008 post</a>.</p>
<p>&#8211;</p>
<p>Polls are closed. I didn&#8217;t vote.</p>
<p>It&#8217;s pretty fucking embarrassing, because anyone who has been paying attention to the blog for the last year knows I&#8217;m a giant liberal wonk. <a href="http://clantilyscad.com/category/politics-or-the-art-of-looking-for-trouble/">http://clantilyscad.com/category/politics-or-the-art-of-looking-for-trouble/</a></p>
<p>I&#8217;m a registered Democrat, canvassed for the Democrats, and am probably one of the few moderate liberals that thinks that Obama has done a thoroughly decent job at President given the filibuster-heavy Congressional opposition. So why didn&#8217;t I just walk to the middle school a few block away and vote?</p>
<p>It&#8217;s pretty impossible to understand if you&#8217;re not also wrecked with mental illness. Not just run-of-the-mill depression where nothing sparkles. But the kind where <em>everything</em> is a nightmare, your digestive tract feels like its cannibalizing itself, and the very thought of social interaction can give you a panic attack.</p>
<p>Long story short, I had a mental breakdown right before the Hurricane (for reasons not related to the Hurricane) and have basically developed agoraphobia. So yeah, even though I waltzed into a school gym two months ago and voted in a primary that no one knew about, I&#8217;m currently having enough trouble feeding myself, much less go into public at the moment.</p>
<p>That sounds really really sad, and it is.</p>
<p><a href="http://dailydish.typepad.com/.a/6a00d83451c45669e2017ee4cddffb970d-popup">14.9% of non-voters in 2008 listed &#8220;illness or disability&#8221; as their reason</a>.</p>
<p>&#8211;</p>
<p>Sorry I don&#8217;t have many fun links tonight for you fellow wonks. Nate Silver being a math genius kinda ruined the anticipation aspect of this election for me.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.comedycentral.com/live-election-night/">Comedy Central&#8217;s Indecision 2012 Live Show is here</a>.</p>
<p>I don&#8217;t think I need to give a spoiler about who won.</p>
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