Don’t really know how to start this post it will probably just turn into a rant so I do apologise in advance 🙈 I’ve my College Graduation next week which I don’t want to attend but have to. Everyone’s telling me it’s something that I can’t miss personally I don’t want to go don’t want to deal with all the effort of it because it’s not my scene. Most people look forward to it and prepared well in advance for it I’m literally leaving it until the last day because I don’t want to find an outfit book makeup and hair appointments 🤢 and the rest because to me that’s hell. If I could go in black jeans and a cardigan I’d be happy out but unfortunately that won’t happen. I have to find an outfit decide what to do with my hair and been told I must wear make up just a small bit so that’s another thing to add to the list of things to sort this week 😦 I don’t particularly want to talk to any of the people there either I’m done with it all, don’t want to go back I did my time and passed so I don’t what to have to go back to get a piece of paper plus spend all that money for it. I’d rather work for the day but everyone is telling me I have to attend because if I don’t I’ll regret it in the future. They keep telling me it’s one day a few hours you don’t even have to talk to anyone just go do you get your cert and leave. It also doesn’t help that my name will be far down the list because of my surname 🙄 so I’ll have to wait longer in the line to get the cert. Then of course with graduation there’s the pictures and everyone who knows me knows I hate pictures I’m never in them so this is yet another torture for me. All in all I’m just really not looking forward to it and I know between now and then I’ll stress crazy amounts over every little stupid possibility that could happen. Dreading it but hoping it’s not as bad as I expect it to be. Did you not attend your graduation? Would love to know if it’s just me being odd or have many other people thought the same about college graduations.

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