Tired, of having these fears of mine, holding me back, keeping me, from pursuing all these wonderful dreams I’d dreamed up!  Fears, holding me back, why, oh why, do I allow myself, to be controlled, by ALL of my fears?  Don’t I have what it takes, to conquer, and to, vanquish each and every one of my fears one by one?  I know I can!

Fears, holding me back, and, as I take one more step forward, the voices (nope, still NOT having an auditory hallucination here!!!) they all, started sounding off ALL at the same time, and all I can hear is this, high-pitched, sharpened CRY, telling me to BACK away.

But I won’t, I will NOT, allow these fears, irrational or rational, to hold me back, I will, conquer each and every LAST one of you, until, NONE of you is left, standing, shoulder to shoulder, next to me!

so scary, NOT my photograph still…

Fears, holding me back, it’s gone on, long enough, and I’d, conquered, my GREATEST fear, fear of not being good enough, because after everything I’d weathered through (feel free to track back!!!), I KNOW I am, good enough.

There will be, NO more fears, holding me back, I’d, allowed them, to take away from my life too long, I’d, lived in fears, for way too god DAMN long, and, it’s time, that these fears of mine, get managed and deleted from my life………