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<p>We find her in the Gutters.</p>
<p>It&#8217;s like a bad corporate dystopian film noir: the kind they used to scare us with right in the childhood. My partner&#8217;s still gawking on this &#8230; travesty in front of us as I&#8217;m already at her side.</p>
<p>I can tell that it&#8217;s bad. Not terminal, but bad. She&#8217;s in a plastered pink latex dress and she&#8217;s soaked. Why is it always raining in these fucking stories that are always real life? I can tell you right off that her leg is not supposed to be bending that way.</p>
<p>But her head. Goddammit all, they did a number on her face: it&#8217;s all tangled dark hair, blood, and metal. Either they mashed her with a chunk of stainless steel or she&#8217;s a girl that really likes her metal &#8230;</p>
<p>&#8220;Damn,&#8221; my partner says, kneeling beside me on the wet concrete, &#8220;Is she even&#8211;&#8221;</p>
<p>There&#8217;s this low whine. At first, I think it&#8217;s interference. The advert-murals in the Gutters never really work all that great to begin with and with all the hack-jobs and shattered plasta-glass around it&#8217;s probably a miracle that they give us this much light.</p>
<p>It takes only a moment to realize that the sound&#8217;s coming from her. My partner&#8217;s better at following orders than dealing with people. I make my decision quick.</p>
<p>&#8220;You,&#8221; I tell my partner, &#8220;check around for some ID. I&#8217;ll talk to her. Go.&#8221;</p>
<p>I&#8217;m not paying attention to him anymore. I&#8217;m placing her wrist in my hand to get a feel for her pulse, &#8220;Miss? Miss, stay awake please. Miss, I need you to tell me what happened here?&#8221;</p>
<p>She needs to stay conscious. I see one blue sliver open on the most battered part of her face. Its unfocused and muddled with fear. I take her hand and I squeeze it.</p>
<p>&#8220;Hey,&#8221; my partner calls out, &#8220;I found a purse. Credits are still there. Damned if I know why they didn&#8217;t take them. Says she&#8217;s a waitress nearby on the Docks.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s not far from the Gutters,&#8221; I mutter to myself and her: to keep her alert.</p>
<p>I want to ask her what in the hell she was thinking being down in the Gutters at night. Not even the cops come down here at this time: not if they knew what was good for them. I want to shout at her, but it&#8217;s not her fault. She doesn&#8217;t deserve this. And looking at the injuries and knowing no one took her credit chips, this looks very fucking personal.</p>
<p>And that&#8217;s enough for me.</p>
<p>&#8220;Call it in,&#8221; I tell my partner, still trying to see if she&#8217;s breathing or not, &#8220;Tell the Shelter we need some back-up and a forensic. And a Talker,&#8221; I add, &#8220;definitely a Talker.&#8221;</p>
<p>My partner groans, &#8220;A forensic&#8217;s probably not gonna help. Cheapest scanners in the world, man. Those fuckers are probably squeaky-clean and long gone by now.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Tell them to bring it anyway,&#8221; I still can&#8217;t find her pulse and the ground seems to be thrumming through me. There&#8217;s probably a generator nearby.</p>
<p>&#8220;Man, we&#8217;re just a Volunteer outfit. Neighbourhood Eye. All that, you know? That&#8217;s for the police to&#8211;&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;The only thing the City&#8217;s given us Gutter-trash is glow-in-the-dark advert night-lights,&#8221; I&#8217;m beginning to remember that I&#8217;m pissed off and that my partner&#8217;s a bit of an asshole, &#8220;The Guilds will pay for our lights, but not our security problems. Scan her ID number through if you need something useful to do.&#8221;</p>
<p>I&#8217;m not surprised he didn&#8217;t do that. He doesn&#8217;t think too hard. Good for the gun in his pocket&#8211;and not the non-existent one he tells the ladies about&#8211;but definitely not for the details. But if she&#8217;s not from around here, she could be in another district and out of jurisdiction. The police there might be a better help to her if we scan her number. Maybe she didn&#8217;t have time to tap that ID before &#8230;</p>
<p>&#8220;Um, man?&#8221;</p>
<p>I see it before he does. She is moaning quietly again and shifting her head.</p>
<p>&#8220;Miss &#8230; don&#8217;t move.. We&#8217;re &#8230; we&#8217;re getting help for you &#8230;&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Man, the number says&#8211;&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I know what the fucking number says, you dumb fuck!&#8221; I&#8217;m snarling at him and looking at the side of her face she just showed me, &#8220;Please, just shut up. Shut&#8211;the fuck&#8211;up for a bit.&#8221;</p>
<p>I&#8217;m staring at a mass of burning circuits and mangled wires underneath tatters of skin. I thought it was just the blood that made that side of her head glitter like that. Good old Heinlein would have called her an Artifact. I call this whole situation a piece of work.</p>
<p>I see a dark stream of waste flowing out of her mini-skirt. It smells like liquid rubber and she&#8217;s whimpering. When she speaks, her voice is all static-filled pain.</p>
<p>&#8220;Please &#8230;&#8221; her voice reverbs, and I wonder if it&#8217;s because her cords are crushed or if it&#8217;s that half the skin on her face is gone, &#8220;No &#8230; I won&#8217;t. I won&#8217;t &#8230;&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Guy,&#8221; my partner&#8217;s pulling at my shoulder, &#8220;She&#8217;s a Number. Bought herself out of the Slippery Diner. Not our problem.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Did you call up the Shelter?&#8221; I realize the thrumming beneath me is the hum of her cardiac generator flowing power into her body. I&#8217;m taking off my jacket and putting it over her body.</p>
<p>&#8220;Yeah, but we don&#8217;t have time for this. She&#8217;s just a &#8230;&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Just a what?&#8221; I&#8217;m not looking at him because I know I&#8217;m going to punch him if I look at him, &#8220;A <em>Skin-Job</em>? Is that it? Tell me, man, do you think you&#8217;d still look pretty if it was you without your skin?&#8221;</p>
<p>He says nothing. His cowardice saves him from a decking.</p>
<p>&#8220;Call them the fuck up again,&#8221; I say in a much quieter voice, &#8220;Tell them to bring one of those Artificers. I know we have them. So call. <em>Now</em>.&#8221;</p>
<p>He shrugs. I stare him down and he walks off. It&#8217;s almost a good thing we&#8217;re in the Gutters. There are none of them damn Registration Officers here to really cause trouble. Number-watching, my ass. Those stormtroopers make my partner look like freaking Archie Bunker.</p>
<p>&#8220;H-help &#8230;&#8221;</p>
<p>She&#8217;s looking up at me. Her one blue eye is pleading. My hand is still in hers. She&#8217;s cold to the touch. I know enough to figure that it&#8217;s a circulation problem. She might have been warm any other time but this. I grip her hand again.</p>
<p>&#8220;Help&#8217;s on the way, miss,&#8221; I tell her, &#8220;You&#8217;re a waitress at the Slippery?&#8221;</p>
<p>She makes a sound almost like a yes.</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ve not been there a while now,&#8221; I see the lights of the crew coming in the dark, &#8220;best sushi rolls ever.&#8221;</p>
<p>I might have even seen her there. She could&#8217;ve served me and I would never know it. She looked like she was somewhere else: hoping for a night on the town. I might never know what happened. And no one ever would if we hadn&#8217;t got here. She would have been just another lost Number in the Gutter trash.</p>
<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t worry, miss. We&#8217;re part of the Gutter Shelter. We don&#8217;t leave anyone behind. Anyone.&#8221;</p>
<p>She looks up at me. The gears in the side of her face make a whirring sound. The flesh part of her face that&#8217;s not fucked up is scrunching. The metal part of her is shifting. A tear comes out of her one blue eye. I realize she&#8217;s trying to smile, or cry.</p>
<p>It&#8217;s breaking my fucking heart.</p>
<p>I realize, later, when they&#8217;ve taken her away and my fingers hurt that she&#8217;d actually been gripping my hand too.</p>
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