I’m just glad I never experienced anything quite like he did before realising. Although maybe I’m being ‘modest’ (if that can really be considered an appropriate word for such circumstances…I can’t think of a better one right now) and understating what I saw. I just hope none of it was real, that is all I can say on the subject. Yet it is all too real, the demonic I mean. Even today listening to certain people (occultist nwo researchers most commonly) and other things bring back my ‘symptoms’ from time to time (yup, no more MTsar for me!). I guess it’s just something I’m stuck with to a certain extent, as a kind of punishment. Well if that is the case I’d rather be punished now than ‘later’, that’s how I rationalise it anyway.

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